Showing posts with label management. dissent. Show all posts
Showing posts with label management. dissent. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Dream Job

I had a really intense dream last night that I essentially put my shitty job in jeopardy by speaking up against the management in the form of Diane Sawyer (who I cannot stand even though I watch GMA every morning) Unlike the junior staff where I work now, there was no support from the workers around me in my dream. They were scared shitless and were completely silent in a staff meeting where my words of dissent lingered in the air across the boardroom table between Diane Sawyer and I. I was so pissed, I had to contain a burst of anger and violence. I had basically just become so fed up with all the inefficiency and lame excuses and unnecessary confusion of job duties and titles. I couldn't take it anymore. I wasn't fired in the dream but I knew when I walked away from that meeting that being dismissed was not too far off. But I didn't care. Even though I was the only person who would speak and no one supported me I didn't care. I was just done! It felt so real that when I woke up I thought I had to start looking for another job. It was kind of scary. The weird thing is that we actually have a staff meeting with a really annoyingly controversial item on the agenda which I had hoped we we would be done with weeks ago! It's so fucking stupid I won't even bother describing it but senior management has seen fit to ignore something which would essentially benefit it's alleged priorities because basically they don't want to do any of the fucking grunt work the rest of us do so.... here we go.